due ex machina

So lots of stuffs has happened lately.� some totally meaningless things and also some uber awsome cool things.� i just recently had this fun picnic thing with joey anika jen anthony and samai. It was fun.� im not sure what the fuss was about with anthony.� everyone told me he was a major ass but i thought he was cool. According to joey he USED to be an ass but now hes cool.� hmm.

school is fine.� its getting a bit more time consuming but for the most part things are still fine.� apparently my fafsa still hasnt come.� im not sure what the problem is.� the school said everything was fine now so i think im gona go complain on monday.

things with me and connor are pretty cool. Weve gotten lots closer.� this whole living together has really brought us together.� i had a bad feeling that we were actually gona get sick of eachother.� i think the only bad part is that we almost broke up this one time but it blew over.� things have been like a shiny rainbow filled fun day from then.� im really happy with him right now.� it saddens me that he constantly worries about me throwing him away the second i get the chance to be with someone better.� im not like that.� i know for a fact that people are out there better than him�but i ALSO know that there are plenty of people out there that are better than me that he could get yet he says that hed rather be with me.� thats my thought too.� id rather be with him.� hes too important.� there are ups and downs but we manage to get through them.� well, anyways, i just came back home today.� i hate it here already.� i want to go back.� i think ill just give it a week and see how things go.� im actually trying to get connor to go back to his sardine can for safety and personal reasons.� lets just say im uber worried and it had to do with me leaving in the first place.� sadly, i think things wont be seen until a catastrophe ensues.� i may be wrong but i think i know who it is thats behind the sudden mind change.� it almost seems obvious due to clashing, mild hatred, and all those OBVIOUS dirty looks that i never miss.

im already being reminded of why i never wanted to come back here and why i wanted to leave so bad in first place.� ive realized that i�have more grief and bad memories in this place than good ones.� it doesnt take a genious to know that it isnt a good thing.� i need to resist going back though.

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